2009年6月7日 星期日 ♥
HELLO GIRLS! :D晚上10:02
you know ..
few mins ago ... i just saw
someone again ...
someone i thought i'd never ever see again in the near future ..
dont know whether to feel happy or sad...
happy? or sad perhaps .. idk..
why does this always have to happen?
when i'm making the decision to forget abt him, he has to appear .
3 years alrd ... been so so long .
haha , only a person like me so stupid , so silly, so foolish, so crazy wld be mad enough to be so affected ..
he's wearing the graduation suit ... happy for him .
congratulations ? ah well , he will never get to hear/see this anyway ..
四年前的他，和四年后，我看到的他。。
改变很大。。
变得不那么帅。。
or maybe its just the picture ..
i feel stupid ... idiotic... foolish ... to be still hanging on .. seriously .
talked to austen abt it ...
maybe its time i shld really just leave it behind and move on ..
but you know , 90% of the time , no matter how i laugh / cry .. his presence is still lingering around in my head ..i having all the mixed up feelings right now ..evoked memories , emotions all mixed .. haha.. being so stupid ..cheryl ..
