hahas!
i have alrd changed my blog url .
feeling so antisocial , thats why if you noticed , i didnt leave any "traces" of my next blog url behind .
cus i think my blog getting too public alrd . (like omg! ) super no privacy please.
i've only told some close friends abt my changed url , the rest , i told them deleted . LOL.

yup , i've alrd linked myself up in this blog . :D

selene & shumin , if you got link me in your blog right , dont bother relinking me okay ? (:

with loves ,
Cheryl ;]

entirely hurt~
ridiculously hurt~
very hurt!

I flunked my maths + physics + econ + GP mid-term timed assignment.. all single digits.. U grade.
And because of him AGAIN, I'm gonna flunked my chem test that is going to be tested tmr..
This gonna be the last test I will flunk because of him EVER AGAIN.
I WANT TO FORGET HIM.
I WILL NEVER FLUNK ANY TESTS AGAIN.
IF I DIDN'T DO WELL, IT MUST BE BECAUSE MY CONCEPTS FOR THE CHAPTERS IS NOT STRONG AND NTH ELSE.
I WANT HIM TO GET OUT OF MY LIFE.

Leave me alone, boy.

shumin :/

SPEECH DAY! OMG! HOW LONG HAVE I BEEN ANTICIPATING IT? HAHAHAAHAHAS! :D
YepYep! So I went back my 2nd home (: Like finally after so long~ Cos too tired so keep postponing it :x so guilty eh! ): Sorry Strinqq darlings men! ))):
Took LOTS of PHOTOS today! Hahs! FINALLY I FOUND THE COURAGE TO TAKE PHOTOS WITH THOSE GUYS! omg sia! I'm so brave! Praise me praise me! hehes! :P
Feel super nervous today! But the sight of Mr Lim calmed me down! He's my panodol! My pain-killer! I'm so in love with him! :x Oh my~ I finally took PHOTOS WITH HIM! Hehes! He's mine and mine utimately (: Okokok lah, Jus kidding only, so Fiona, dun say I'm been gay! Cos I'm only gay to you 5girls + Pamie + Jiayun! Hahas! (:
Recently I'm so upset about JX... and other stuffs too. Too long to type here, next time I will definitely update you girls, so dun worry! I'm still breathing though I'm suffocating :x But NOW I REALLY THOUGHT THROUGH LE, I will be willing to let him go.. allow him to leave my heart slowly, though it hurts. But this can't carry on forever, seriously.. Help me stand firm to my decision.. b'cos I really like him and I might jus change my stand anytime...which can cause even more hurts to me than it has before. So, help me and save me from drowning, will UUUUU? UUUUU will never leave me alone right? I'm never alone b'cos UUUUU are already on my heart.. Can UUUUU feel my presence although I'm not physically by UUUUU sides? I can, hence I'm never ever willing to jus walk out of my own life. I still wan to talk to UUUUU and do lots of things with UUUUU!
Jus now listen to Fiona's descriptions of her frens in her college made me feel like crying.. It really makes me wonder.. We took so long to find one another and to become good frens.. but why is fate so cruel that we aren't allowed to attend the same school? Awww~ really wan to stay by UUUUU sides and to cheer UUUUU up or share UUUUU happiness! So Fiona, dun be sad ok? U are always on my heart, so U are protected and loved! So am I love UUUU too! :DDDDD

Super miss UUUUU even though I met up with Yh,Fi and Cheryl jus now... I think UUUUU are the drugs of my life, and I'm addicted to UUUUU! (:

loves,
shumin(:

Time really flies ever since I got to know JX.. and his confession to me.. it's like.. 2months already. At first it seems so sweet, but it seems like all his tricks were used up and he was tied down to his canoeing + outside trainings + frens and last but not least, STUDIES. It's been weeks since I really spend time with him.. or rather, even see him bah.. I can't really rmb how long.. but should be an entire month if I'm not wrong. I can't rmb how his voice sounds like, or even how he looks now. Initially, it really hurts, to think of him and miss him.. but now, the misses and passion for our r/s seems to have die down, on both of our sides. For an entire month, we spoke to each other on the phone and meet up for 3times only respectively. All these is jus a facade, all we have for each other is jus a fleeting feeling mistaken for love. It's still not too late to withdraw completely from the r/s now. I tried real hard to forget him, or at least remove him from my string of thoughts temporary.. when I could achieve it, I mistaken it that I have remove him from my life already. However, to my disappointment, the following day his shadow keeps appearing in my mind. One day I thought of him, and the next day I forgot about him.. and the cycle jus kept repeating.. What's all these about? It's making me so tired. In my heart, I really wan to see him, but I'm so scared of seeing him too. Because I dun wan him to notice my presence, as I don't know what kind of reaction would he give me. I dun wan to see him tired, but I would never really know if he's tired. I wanted so much to sms him and update him of all my stuffs, but it's either that he nv reply or he gave vague replies which gives me the impressions that actually he dun wan to know about the happenings around me. He dun bother to update me about his life too. What kind of r/s is this? It's my very first but yet it's killing me. Have we ended? Or will there even be an end to all these? I'm seemed to be trapped in this vicious cycle. Who can save me? I'm suffocating. Everything seems to come crashing down on me now. This DUMB r/s, kanna special attention for H2 maths because I got ZERO out of twenty for the COHORT TIMED ASSIGNMENT, dun understand physics at all, can't do chem even though I CAN UNDERSTAND THEM, STUPID PI which FIRMLY REFUSED TO PASS for consecutively 2times in a row, FOREVER FEELING SLEEPY and ++++++++++ to infinity! I got so stupidifying fed-up with every single thing that I RAN 4ROUNDS TODAY IN 10MINUTES N EMERGED AS FIRST RUNNER-UP! (2.4km is 6rounds in my college stadium) I dun wan all these negative feelings that are surrounding me all these while, they are trapping me, I can't breath. I have really really really tried my best to stay cheerful, but deep in my heart I'm not happy at all. I really wan a shoulder for me to cry, to stop in my track and have a REAL BREAK from all these. But it's so impossible to accomplish. Oh my~

shumin

OMG,
i still dont know what i want to wear tmr!!! :(
HEADACHE AHHH!
dont wanna look too casual , but i also dont want to look too overly dress!
my god my god my god!!
being a girl is so troublesome .
aiya, i think i will just wear ......











































THIS! :DDDD



LOL!
LAUGHHHHHHS!




i cant sleep also!!!
i need to sleep!!
cus i woke up at 6.30PM . few hours ago only !!
slept the entire day today man! rah!
school's starting at 10.10am tmr .
havent buy lappie yet .
havent go take ezlink yet.
havent revised accounting yet.
so many things to doooo!


Cheryl ;]

Hey!

I stayed in my god sister's house from 1.45pm to 10.30pm to do tutorials and revision today! (:
She enlightened me 3times in a row! hahs!
1st, she enlightened on stuffs for r/s and I didn't thought of JX for the entire day today! I'm getting over him slowly.
2nd, she enlightened me on chemistry, energetic I and finally I can solve the questions on my own le! However, I spent 6HOURS JUST ON 1/2chapter of chemistry! OMG sia! But I still felt accomplished :D
3rd, she enlightened me on physics, forces so I FINALLY LEARNT HOW TO DRAW VECTORS le! YESH! After 2 years of sheer torture in secondary school that I SIMPLY CAN'T SOLVE VECTOR SUMS, NOW I GOT IT! Never realise that revenge can be soooo sweet! :P
Hahas!
So jiayous girls! B4 UUUUU know, it's JUNE HOLIDAYS! SAY YEAH! (YEAH!) SAY HO! (HO!) SAY YOU MISS ME! ( :x )
HahS!

GOODNIGHT AND SWEET DREAMS! (:

ai ni men de shumin (:

HEY GURLS!

I SUPER MISS UUUUU CAN?
hahs! That's so mushy! :X
Now, wo de xin hao luan, hao luan.
I dunno what to do, jus wan to see UUUUU!
hehes. okok~ I know UUUUU are sooooo busy that UUUUU didn't update the blog for an entire week. Hence, I will be gracious enough to forgive UUUUU! :D
Btw, it's surprising that I'm not down for STAR programme(remedials). What is even more shocking is that 17 out of 24 pupils in my class are down for STAR! Doesn't this make me one of the top 7 in class? *opps! :x
But jus for this, I'm willing to go to all extent to work SUPER DUPER hard!!!
For the glory and the recognition! Jus like the receiving of the 5distinctions award!
I'm so proud of myself, and proud of UUUUU too!
Meet up real soon uh? I dun care! :X

Shumin loves Yanhong, Yanru, Selene, Fiona and Cheryl! (:

Hi gurls!
GOOD FRIDAY!
so YESHH!
Finally it's a holiday.. but it is a pretty short one though :/
Erm.. I got S grade for both maths and physics :/ D grade for GP ( but 3rd in class :D ) C grade for chem and A for econ ( also 2nd in class :P )
OH YAH! I received Dunman's letter for me to go back on the 24th April to go on stage on speech day to get my trophy.. I bet you ppl either receive the letter too or gonna receive le! I'm so looking forward to that day! My four years of hardwork finally paid off! YIPPIE! :DDD
Things between JX and me aren't going on well... I called him 3times ever since he confessed to tell him my concerns but instead of thinking through why I said that to him, the only thing that flashed across his mind is ' let's break up'. So last night, I called him again to say everything..this time is really everything.. because this is the last chance I'm giving us..if things really can't work out, then I will really say 'let's break up'.
Yah like that.. haiis.
My relationship with my class seems to have improved, but sometimes may seems to be otherwise. I also dunno.. I think I just have to be myself and try my best to bond with them. Because no matter what, they will have to accept the fact that I'm part of the class and their leader too.. they can't choose, nor do I have a choice.
So, see you girls soon!

P.S: Cheryl's birthday coming liao worrs~ hehes! :X

loves,
minn

hey people, after so long, im here to post again.. (:
hmmm..many things have happen and i'm sure you all hav lots of things too..studies, cca, blah blah..
hais i don't know..somehow i feel that..i'm no longer me..like suddenly..i also don't know why..i guess many things have happen and somehow i realise that i actually don't really know myself..hais it's a bit contradicting and i'm a bit like..i also don't know what i'm saying now..ok..nvm..
so..nowadays super stress, especially the PW..makes me want to pull my hair out.. (of course not literally..or not i'm bald by now already..) so ya i guess you all are pretty stress and busy now too..so yup JIAYOU ok?
yesterday was dunman band's syf..and just for fiona to know..they got silver..and i heard that they've got quite some squeaks..i didnt get to hear it ytd..but i'm gonna get the recording soon..so i'll definitely send u (as in fiona) asap! somehow i'm just too overly concerned bout their playing..esp our section..ok my section..but after i read someone's blog post, i realise that i have neglect something that is a lot more important than result, which is the hardwork and effort that they have put in. i'm not there to see them practising everyday, every night lik nobody's business, so i just made up my conclusion that they are not putting in enough..but in actual fact do i really know them well..? i know they have some problems and its really worrying and difficult for them to handle and i know that they have already tried their best to put everything together as nicely as possible, what more do i want..?
ok sorry, i'm a bit random and emotional here..u all may not really understand but its ok..
oh and there's a carnival at fiona's school tmr, so i'm trying my best to be able to make it tmr..and wonder if she will be meeting her-friend in AJC too anot....
i think u all really don't understand what i'm saying already..but nvm cause i know someone will understand...okay i shall end here..i needa do PI already or not i also don't know what will happen..
everyone must stay strong and be happy always kay?

P.S just suddenly wanna say this... Dunman Band, i love you all kay? no matter what result you all get, you are the best band in the world to me!

and to my clarinet section: i'm really touch by the sms-es some of you have replied the other day..and 1 thing i wanna tell you all is that..you guys have already make us proud! love you all alot alot!

miss ya lots,
yanhong

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FIONA ; 16FEBUARY92
YANRU ; 18FEBUARY92
SHUMIN ; 16MARCH92
CHERYL ; 15APRIL92
SELENE ; 12JUNE92
YANHONG ; 22NOVEMBER92

buddies forever♥.

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